NaNo Key2

my fear of her
or of sadnes
sor of doubt
or of guiltor of...
a darkness...
within or without
which would be worse?
and to not know which or if it even matters...
always a mixture of realities...always a blending of inner and outer worlds
into one with no boundaries...
the silent one
waits to swallow
one's ego
into union...
where to be
where not to be...
what was the question? is there
one really?